I once knew a Lil' girl who was dirty, as she fell in the mud and stayed. None of the other children came out to help her, or wanted to play. It was a very gloomy day for her, she had just lost her doll, and even her mother and father were sad that they had a daughter at all. They wanted a boy you see, as in their eyes how could a daughter help them when they were old. They needed someone to take care of them, but she was not the one. She did not belong to anyone because she was unique, and did not have to be claimed by others, as a thing, but rather as a person with feelings, beliefs, ideas, imagination and things that all lil girls are made up of......like imaginary places with friends, who were not of human origin but were her imaginary friends made of gold, white, silver, and magical rainbows all around their beings. They loved her and she loved them, but she thought this was normal and nothing was out of place, just another day in this lil girl's life. She was always viewed as different, strange, unique, being the nicer of the lesser evils, but still all the same, she was very different and could not be anything else but different to herself, she was after all a lil 'girl.
This lil girl thought it was normal to love broken things, like a bird with a broken wing, a doll with a missing arm, and dog with a broken tail, must she continue to prevail. She was almost strange but in a very good way, she never hated, but it still is a sad tale because she thought love was a normal thing, not strange for human beings, how could it be? No one told her of this life where goblins, monsters, and evil things existed in a world that did not correlate directly with her imagination or intuition, she was nature's magician. She would look evil dead on, and later remembered a song, the one she played over and over, because her birth was in the month of October. She was a puzzle to her parent's how could she be anything different to them, but a lil girl with dreams, plans, and schemes. In her imagination, she never gave in to any hesitation, in her mind we were all free to be whatever God has lead us to think that we could be. This lil girl is you and I please don't tell me you don't have dreams? She belongs to herself and never thought she needed anyone else, for she was chosen you see, by God directly, for some infamy, for things yet untold, for this world she must be bold; and the further she will go........you can follow her if you like she likes friends, so let's adjourn to the hike, until it is time for all of us to find our common ground, maybe with help this lil girl will find that she is not so alone in this world without site, for if this story runs true, maybe you and I can come to on the path that she holds for us, somewhere when we let go of our earthly lust. I know man is more than just dust, we have and we must.....do the will of God, for we are not of our own creation my friend do you see, we were put here for loving of each other me and you............let's follow this lil girl and see if she can give our lives a lil whirl, she never gets lost too much, I know, for this lil girl is growing in you and I, she sees clearly, as if with the third eye. She is stronger than most can believe, she has magical powers that are really hard to believe, only one saw it first, and now she sees it too, my dear friends, how about you??
Never let this world push you to the side, every trip you must take in your stride, nor fear, pride, or regret can stay in your way, yet, there is purpose in all we do, let's follow this lil girl to see if you and I can agree, we really need each other to create this cause otherwise, it will lose its fighting power, let's give it another hour...........time heals all wounds, only fools hang on.......to pride of life, which becomes the fall.........of all mankind.........such are the tales you see, but let us all take caution in what we seek. Tomorrow is a new day, let's leave this one to the brave. Fall your heart and you will see that sometimes we are all like this lil girl, it is the imagination we all seek, for a glorious world of refuge, love, kindness, trust, and every earthly thing we should not lust, so please put your love and time in this lil girl that we have all found...........the earth is solid ground, we must become one if we are to be found, not wanting for we are all standing on common ground............Love you Lil' girl.......that I have found
Just like in every life, we begin from small things, like the egg, whether from the chicken, human, or even in a more superb example the butterfly.........Egg........it all starts somewhere, and it comes from the living God..........Our true source of life force! Christian, believer, or not, just because you do not believe in a God does not mean his existance is not real? God takes larva that are not spetaculer, beautiful, or very impressive.......and out of the dark, lonely, and dreary life of the larva emerges something, so beautiful and uncomprehendible because of its true source of orgin, from the ugly to the dreary, to sure exstacy and eye delight, the morphisized new creation of beautiful!! The butterfly.....which is designed naturally as free to pursue its life of happiness, unimpeded each time, to make its way to the next intoxicating flower, bush, or tree.......In life many of us are given this choice to pick to be like the butterfly.........we can be safe.....within our dark coocoon or we can spread our wings and sore for a higher purpose than the one we are suppose to take........life is always full of lemons, cars, people, and things that go bump in the night!! This is the tragedy and reality of life....beautiful things are exploited and captured.........and then due to their capture they los their beauty, despite how beautiful tigers are the fact is they are becoming extinct, along with all beauty from mother Africa.........how can man or woman be so cruel as to take down these beautiful God given predators of nature.......they need to be free to roam the earth without fear of poaching, being used for their fur, teeth, or penis to the purposes of too many humans..........we are heading for total annilation in our small earth, while be go clubbing, dacing, partying, and all of those earthly temporarily delights that will be forth coming in spring and gone as quickly as falls early dawn from the very first leaf. We are headed for complete disaster of our lonlely planet with its evil men, exploiting the weak, helpless, and those in pain........I ask God to fill me with the spirit, and let me unleash my true powers.......hahaha.........people laugh at me but I am under control right now.......just wait........I feel this building up in me again........a force that was imparted in on me in my sleep, during which I was taken apart with the rainbow swirls of colours around me, they, they, they run our earth, that in which we call God.........people want love when they have no understanding or knowledge of what this evens mean........given free...ly......like the butterfly it can't be captured, and be called free will.........love is freedom, peace, kindness, gentleness, concern, not a delight in hurting the person you love..........that is called, cruely what it is and is not to be called anything else........cruel our the ways of the wicked..........no matter how much knowledge a person possesses it can not be call free when it is used for the destruction, advantage, evil, deprivation of others we weild power over...........because we can..........love to me is finding a true heart, not someone who looks at you as a butterfly that can be captured, surrendered of its true beauty then and only then it becomes a thing, in which the person possesses to keep, not to love, breath, but yet they want everthing just so because they are used to having their own way....until they lose all control of their senses.......then I say to the earth, nature, and to the butterfly find a way to escape and fly freely away from all of this control, suffocation, and imprisonment of spirit, soul, and physical essense with only God has the right to possess !
I heard the most beautiful sound in my soul this morning.........its called being myself, and only hoping others will accept me, for good, bad, ugly, not perfect, but also my loving ways, patience, extreme forgiveness, and compassion to a fault, but if they only look at the bad they will never see the true beauty in me. That's okay, I have been a nomad most of my life, anyway, used to being misunderstood and on the Internet that seems to be a biggie these dayz, I have had more misunderstandings with people on here than in real life. That's okay this is not real and it represents even less of the real essence of the true world and those of us who have to live in true time and space. I love mankind, but I hate it too, let me explain. I know most people if they had a choice between good or evil, evil is always going to be stronger because it can that's why...........but why you may ask? We are all carnal by nature, born into sin, the bible says so, and well, I believe an infinite God over a human being any day with their frailties, un-forgiveness, hardened hearts, and their lost states of mind..............we are all one in God's eyes, and if you do not love the truth of love then you will always want to wage war......Humans very destructive, greedy, selfish, unforgiving, and mostly lost, its not what you know its who you know in this world. These people feel they have all of the solutions for the rest of us, but in reality God has already won this war that man is trying to stop because neither side is going to win................only the prophesy, which is Jesus will return to claim his own.......laugh, mock, jest, and the rest, but whether I say, or you read your bible, either way, its going to happen this way, and the world is already spinning our of control and those who feel entitled to change things will bring about this very scenario quickly.............while we all lay in our beds sleeping..........sleeping............sleeping...........time to awaken, time to take, your places, you will know when the time is right what to do, let your heart, angels, and the holy spirit guide you with love............only love will work, hate is its own master, be adaptable to these changes, and know the winds of change are coming sooner than you think, the latter Rein will be a heavy down pour get out your umbrellas............its going to get deep.........maybe not like in the days of Noah, but it will be the worst since the world has ever seen............No One will be able to stop this that is why you are not to fear, rely on your angels, pray daily, and do not let any man trick you, nor deceive you as many will come as false prophets, go ahead let this fallen planet, only one of its kind, be lost, so Jesus can come and claim those who have true hearts of love, forgiveness, and are marked with the seal of God lay up your treasures in Heaven, not down here.......the time has come my lil children to get our your umbrellas, bibles, and be constant in prayer always...........be like doves in thought, but be wise as serpents to fight off the temptations of the evil one....................Evil ones too!! Many will come in his name............does not have to be literal, it could just mean any person, organization, or movement that states they can change the world will be in folly in God's eyes, as he laughs at how they think they will take over his world, he is a patient and loving God but we are coming to the end of the millennium and the time is now to decide which side of the fence you will sit on, one leads to eternal life, the other, eternal death, your choice...........God is a master of free will, not slavery, control, or oppression that is the way of man, not God!!
You will be hated for my names sake (God), so take up your cross daily!!!
Wolves, are nocturnal creatures that prowl at night, but they also, are very adaptable creatures that know how to hunt, prowl, and capture their prey............first thing they do is surround out their territory and claim it as their right...........next they mark it with their scent, stain, and trails so that other predators know to stay at bay. However, they leave lil symbols all over the place so that any prey in the area will know they are now entering wolf territory, and enter at 'your own risk' or take the chance to get caught in a very carved out and brilliant scenery that is very convoluted, with wolf scent all around it........beware, take care, or seek the wolf out and hope the pack accepts you, as one of them..........if this happens then you will be challenged at every angle of your being, accept it.......calm down....and move forward........the wolf male or Alpha then tells all of his other Omega's or the male wolf's under him to prowl out for the fairest, strongest, and most resistant of all females because only she can further his cause with strength and produce the finest pups. She knows instinctively that the Alpha male is after her that is why she gets so confused because he sends all of his Omega's out to catch her up.......surrounds her territory with his own.........buys up the land, wi, and callings all around her, and then moves in slowly at first, then more aggressive with time, and he stops her mailings, pk's, and she wonders what else is the wolf going to do to her before he makes his presence known to her or is he going to love her or is this war from a long ago time when she walked away from his advances on her and his heart.......she never did, as a strong female wolf, she was just preparing him for the times to come when life might become much harder to handle on their so~~journeys together as part of the pack. All the other wolf's are relying on these two leaders to get things right or other wise the whole pack will fall down before both of them, and the whole tribe of wolves will not survive the harsh winters coming their way, as the moon grows full in the last patters of Fall leaves falling and co-lours all around. A wolf knows these co-lours of red, orange, greens, and tan browns, like a J ring with its not so perfect color of purest white snow, but rather this is the sign to the wolf that winter is coming and the pack needs to have its leaders strong, not weak, so anything worthwhile has to be Brilliantly timed, and nothing can be rushed, as the wolfs surround their territory to en-capture this 'she wolf' that is of the strongest of all breeds, but even she can elude the Alpha with her changing winds of winter moon callings, from the hottest summers. The Alpha is very clever and exact, and he owns this territory, including what she sees in the hills, views, and on the screen of this tapestry of flouring landscapes.............when will the Alpha howl his way into her heart or is he going to take her down, due to wolvley pride? Only time will tell, the fate of this stray 'she wolf' what happens next is in natures' mist of uncertainties..............only the will of the sky spirits can write the ending to this unpredictable tale........what comes next, she wonders??
Howl for her............howl long, hard, and let the sky spirits have mercy on her hide...........Howl~~~!!