..................So you loved me when it was convenient, but now, it is no longer; but your love was ever lasting remember?? What did I not do that was not perfect for you huh?? I thought at first it was a joke, but I thought I would apply pressure to make sure I was wrong.........Nope! I was right.....I am beginning to think you never even knew what the word love meant to even be able to to tell me what you mean by it....I thought I had confusion.....but I think love was a new concept to you, since you stated, "you never loved anyone before, until me??" Really, I think you have to have a heart that can feel to be able to say you love in the first place, and when I take a good look in those closed, judging, condemning eyes of yours, I should have known better; but my questions isn't so much why you stopped loving me, but rather, why I love you in the first place after the things you did and said to me??? What is wrong with me, any person with sense would have left, and I thought you needed to be loved more than most, so I gave it freely, and instead of being a better person for it, your darkness rubbed off on me........see I really don't think a heart like yours can love anyone, but itself, which is not love at all, but rather self loathing misplaced on to others through a false sense of helping; but people who are true givers don't treat people like you do.........they encourage and they do not tear down, they do not play want to be teacher, they don't insult others for not having the same qualities, and they don't say I love you but oh yes, I will stop loving you because you missed a phone call that I never made because I had other people tell you I love you, miss you, need you, because I can't handle a grown women talking to me, but yet she has social phobia because I am so licensed to be able to tell her......oh yes, if you love someone suck all their ideas out of them, make illegal pages based on this, call it helping and causes to fund my operations, but don't bother sending her a dress, flowers, a card or anything else cause that means I might have to be giving and instead I have gotten so good at taking........sound like someone, oh yes, you don't trust me, geez......was it from all of the threats, broken promises, or the fact I was the one who decided to cheat on you in front of you to punish you for loving me in the first place.............You stupid bitch!!
This is for both males/females if love does not brighten your eyes with hope, happiness, forgiveness, and tenderness it was never love to begin with.....a person is not suppose to be so dark they can't even smile because to they are too busy judging you, and comparing you to everyone else, especially the opposite sex.........this is not love this is condemnation, and Jesus felt this with the Pharisees, scribes, and even the apostles from time to time..........a person full of love lifts you up, does not make you doubt yourself, make you excessively apologize for being who you are.......and does not make jokes about it.........and say forever and in a short of 4 lousy months finds reasons to leave you before you even know what happens because they can't love you, they are too addicted to sex and other women to love only one women..........U see this means there is no value in love, the person, or they do not value love enough to value the person and come up with every excuse to despise, ridicule, hurt, put you down, and want to destroy the essence of who you are through mental, emotional, and spiritual attacks on your personhood this is what Satan does to people, not a person of God!!!