I once knew a Lil' girl who was dirty, as she fell in the mud and stayed. None of the other children came out to help her, or wanted to play. It was a very gloomy day for her, she had just lost her doll, and even her mother and father were sad that they had a daughter at all. They wanted a boy you see, as in their eyes how could a daughter help them when they were old. They needed someone to take care of them, but she was not the one. She did not belong to anyone because she was unique, and did not have to be claimed by others, as a thing, but rather as a person with feelings, beliefs, ideas, imagination and things that all lil girls are made up of......like imaginary places with friends, who were not of human origin but were her imaginary friends made of gold, white, silver, and magical rainbows all around their beings. They loved her and she loved them, but she thought this was normal and nothing was out of place, just another day in this lil girl's life. She was always viewed as different, strange, unique, being the nicer of the lesser evils, but still all the same, she was very different and could not be anything else but different to herself, she was after all a lil 'girl.
This lil girl thought it was normal to love broken things, like a bird with a broken wing, a doll with a missing arm, and dog with a broken tail, must she continue to prevail. She was almost strange but in a very good way, she never hated, but it still is a sad tale because she thought love was a normal thing, not strange for human beings, how could it be? No one told her of this life where goblins, monsters, and evil things existed in a world that did not correlate directly with her imagination or intuition, she was nature's magician. She would look evil dead on, and later remembered a song, the one she played over and over, because her birth was in the month of October. She was a puzzle to her parent's how could she be anything different to them, but a lil girl with dreams, plans, and schemes. In her imagination, she never gave in to any hesitation, in her mind we were all free to be whatever God has lead us to think that we could be. This lil girl is you and I please don't tell me you don't have dreams? She belongs to herself and never thought she needed anyone else, for she was chosen you see, by God directly, for some infamy, for things yet untold, for this world she must be bold; and the further she will go........you can follow her if you like she likes friends, so let's adjourn to the hike, until it is time for all of us to find our common ground, maybe with help this lil girl will find that she is not so alone in this world without site, for if this story runs true, maybe you and I can come to on the path that she holds for us, somewhere when we let go of our earthly lust. I know man is more than just dust, we have and we must.....do the will of God, for we are not of our own creation my friend do you see, we were put here for loving of each other me and you............let's follow this lil girl and see if she can give our lives a lil whirl, she never gets lost too much, I know, for this lil girl is growing in you and I, she sees clearly, as if with the third eye. She is stronger than most can believe, she has magical powers that are really hard to believe, only one saw it first, and now she sees it too, my dear friends, how about you??
Never let this world push you to the side, every trip you must take in your stride, nor fear, pride, or regret can stay in your way, yet, there is purpose in all we do, let's follow this lil girl to see if you and I can agree, we really need each other to create this cause otherwise, it will lose its fighting power, let's give it another hour...........time heals all wounds, only fools hang on.......to pride of life, which becomes the fall.........of all mankind.........such are the tales you see, but let us all take caution in what we seek. Tomorrow is a new day, let's leave this one to the brave. Fall your heart and you will see that sometimes we are all like this lil girl, it is the imagination we all seek, for a glorious world of refuge, love, kindness, trust, and every earthly thing we should not lust, so please put your love and time in this lil girl that we have all found...........the earth is solid ground, we must become one if we are to be found, not wanting for we are all standing on common ground............Love you Lil' girl.......that I have found
How it all started on how God works......we are all broken people, not perfect, and religions that force us to be perfect and punish unjustly, do not come from a loving and just God, rather manmade religion!!
..................So you loved me when it was convenient, but now, it is no longer; but your love was ever lasting remember?? What did I not do that was not perfect for you huh?? I thought at first it was a joke, but I thought I would apply pressure to make sure I was wrong.........Nope! I was right.....I am beginning to think you never even knew what the word love meant to even be able to to tell me what you mean by it....I thought I had confusion.....but I think love was a new concept to you, since you stated, "you never loved anyone before, until me??" Really, I think you have to have a heart that can feel to be able to say you love in the first place, and when I take a good look in those closed, judging, condemning eyes of yours, I should have known better; but my questions isn't so much why you stopped loving me, but rather, why I love you in the first place after the things you did and said to me??? What is wrong with me, any person with sense would have left, and I thought you needed to be loved more than most, so I gave it freely, and instead of being a better person for it, your darkness rubbed off on me........see I really don't think a heart like yours can love anyone, but itself, which is not love at all, but rather self loathing misplaced on to others through a false sense of helping; but people who are true givers don't treat people like you do.........they encourage and they do not tear down, they do not play want to be teacher, they don't insult others for not having the same qualities, and they don't say I love you but oh yes, I will stop loving you because you missed a phone call that I never made because I had other people tell you I love you, miss you, need you, because I can't handle a grown women talking to me, but yet she has social phobia because I am so licensed to be able to tell her......oh yes, if you love someone suck all their ideas out of them, make illegal pages based on this, call it helping and causes to fund my operations, but don't bother sending her a dress, flowers, a card or anything else cause that means I might have to be giving and instead I have gotten so good at taking........sound like someone, oh yes, you don't trust me, geez......was it from all of the threats, broken promises, or the fact I was the one who decided to cheat on you in front of you to punish you for loving me in the first place.............You stupid bitch!!
This is for both males/females if love does not brighten your eyes with hope, happiness, forgiveness, and tenderness it was never love to begin with.....a person is not suppose to be so dark they can't even smile because to they are too busy judging you, and comparing you to everyone else, especially the opposite sex.........this is not love this is condemnation, and Jesus felt this with the Pharisees, scribes, and even the apostles from time to time..........a person full of love lifts you up, does not make you doubt yourself, make you excessively apologize for being who you are.......and does not make jokes about it.........and say forever and in a short of 4 lousy months finds reasons to leave you before you even know what happens because they can't love you, they are too addicted to sex and other women to love only one women..........U see this means there is no value in love, the person, or they do not value love enough to value the person and come up with every excuse to despise, ridicule, hurt, put you down, and want to destroy the essence of who you are through mental, emotional, and spiritual attacks on your personhood this is what Satan does to people, not a person of God!!!